No. 9, Jln Seri Pagi 7,
Saujana Utama,
47000 Sg. Buloh,
Selangor.
7 August 2011.
Dear friend,
I really hope that you are in good condition. I know that you are under depression, but please I am your friend and I don't want to lose you because I know that you will not do the wrong thing in your life. I know everything about you because you did told me before. Why did you tell me? Because you trust me, then you told me about your ownself. I know that you love your parents, family and friends. So do I. That is why, I don't want to lose you. Just a few minutes to read this letter. Please don't feel that you are alone and nobody cares about you because I am always by your side and support you in everything you do. Before you do something bad, please think about other people that love you, they will feel really sad if you leaves them including me. Bare in mind that everyone want you live as a normal one, God loves you and He gives you this opportunity to live in this world and feel the life.
I know that you are still depress when first read the first paragraph, let me share with you a story about somebody. His story always makes me cry whenever I think about him. This guy was my boyfriend. He always feel that he is alone and one day he met myself and we become closer after 2 months. When I was a friend of him, he always told me that he felt he is the unlucky person live in this world. But that time What I can do is just calm him and I always said something that makes he felt he is the one that always makes me laugh until one day he said that he want me to be his girlfriend. I know that he need someone and I try my best to be somebody to him so that he will never feel alone because he came from a broken family. He lived with his mum but his mother never take care about what he and his sisters need.
One day, when I just finished my class someone came to me and said that he want to suicide. I ran up to the school building and luckily he still alive and I was afraid that he might jumped the building in front of me. I try to save the situation and try so hard to calm him. I felt release after that because he did heard to what I was saying. After that incident, I spent most of my time with him so that he will never feel alone and depress. After that incident, he suddenly become to be someone that really different from himself. He become closer to God and he always said that we have to be a better person from the day before. He teach me and brought me to really know God and really know our responsibility living in this world. He teach me a lot about knowing God and about our responsibility towards our religious. He brought me to the bright side in life and I really thank him.
My friend,
Let me tell you the reason why I feel so hard to forget him and all the memories about him. After he change himself from bad to the kind person, an accident happened in front of me. I was waiting for him at the roadside opposite of him. I could saw his face that time was so happy. My phone suddenly rang and at the same time I heard a crash and when I looked in front of me, I saw him. He was laying on the road with all the blood all over him. I was shocked that time and quickly ran towards him. When we arrive at the hospital, he was placed in the ICU. Its really hurt to see him in that condition. But I always pray for him.Hope that he will feel a bit release. I didn't know why but I felt pity towards him and sometimes I could feel that he will leave me.
I really felt sad when I saw his mother came to the hospital and then she cried. I heard that she felt really guilty and hope for his forgiveness. I met his mother and she told me everything that happened on the day he wanted to meet me. That morning, she said that he asked his mother to spend her weekend with him and his sisters because he really feel lonely and no one care about him in this world. And the answer from his mother really made him feel so happy because she promise him to celebrate his birthday on Sunday. But the accident happened just after he came out of the house and to see me. I really feel lonely when he died. He died just after I told his mother about him and what he feel towards his mother and I also told her about he tried to suicide. And she really regret about what she have done to her children.
Lastly before I end my letter, I just want you to know the reason why I tell you this story. It is just because I want you to really appreciate this life and don't try to suicide anymore. Because when you died, many people that really love will feel just like what I feel right now. It is not as easy as that to forget the thing that happened to our love one because when we love someone and he left us, we will feel like our life also meaningless and died with him. Last but not least, please think twice before you do something out of your mind.
Last from me, bare in your mind that I always love you as my friend and I always pray for you. So, don't make me feel sad once again and don't make me feel disappointed. Last word, love you.
Yours sincerely,
Shafiza
I really hope that you are in good condition. I know that you are under depression, but please I am your friend and I don't want to lose you because I know that you will not do the wrong thing in your life. I know everything about you because you did told me before. Why did you tell me? Because you trust me, then you told me about your ownself. I know that you love your parents, family and friends. So do I. That is why, I don't want to lose you. Just a few minutes to read this letter. Please don't feel that you are alone and nobody cares about you because I am always by your side and support you in everything you do. Before you do something bad, please think about other people that love you, they will feel really sad if you leaves them including me. Bare in mind that everyone want you live as a normal one, God loves you and He gives you this opportunity to live in this world and feel the life.
I know that you are still depress when first read the first paragraph, let me share with you a story about somebody. His story always makes me cry whenever I think about him. This guy was my boyfriend. He always feel that he is alone and one day he met myself and we become closer after 2 months. When I was a friend of him, he always told me that he felt he is the unlucky person live in this world. But that time What I can do is just calm him and I always said something that makes he felt he is the one that always makes me laugh until one day he said that he want me to be his girlfriend. I know that he need someone and I try my best to be somebody to him so that he will never feel alone because he came from a broken family. He lived with his mum but his mother never take care about what he and his sisters need.
One day, when I just finished my class someone came to me and said that he want to suicide. I ran up to the school building and luckily he still alive and I was afraid that he might jumped the building in front of me. I try to save the situation and try so hard to calm him. I felt release after that because he did heard to what I was saying. After that incident, I spent most of my time with him so that he will never feel alone and depress. After that incident, he suddenly become to be someone that really different from himself. He become closer to God and he always said that we have to be a better person from the day before. He teach me and brought me to really know God and really know our responsibility living in this world. He teach me a lot about knowing God and about our responsibility towards our religious. He brought me to the bright side in life and I really thank him.
My friend,
Let me tell you the reason why I feel so hard to forget him and all the memories about him. After he change himself from bad to the kind person, an accident happened in front of me. I was waiting for him at the roadside opposite of him. I could saw his face that time was so happy. My phone suddenly rang and at the same time I heard a crash and when I looked in front of me, I saw him. He was laying on the road with all the blood all over him. I was shocked that time and quickly ran towards him. When we arrive at the hospital, he was placed in the ICU. Its really hurt to see him in that condition. But I always pray for him.Hope that he will feel a bit release. I didn't know why but I felt pity towards him and sometimes I could feel that he will leave me.
I really felt sad when I saw his mother came to the hospital and then she cried. I heard that she felt really guilty and hope for his forgiveness. I met his mother and she told me everything that happened on the day he wanted to meet me. That morning, she said that he asked his mother to spend her weekend with him and his sisters because he really feel lonely and no one care about him in this world. And the answer from his mother really made him feel so happy because she promise him to celebrate his birthday on Sunday. But the accident happened just after he came out of the house and to see me. I really feel lonely when he died. He died just after I told his mother about him and what he feel towards his mother and I also told her about he tried to suicide. And she really regret about what she have done to her children.
Lastly before I end my letter, I just want you to know the reason why I tell you this story. It is just because I want you to really appreciate this life and don't try to suicide anymore. Because when you died, many people that really love will feel just like what I feel right now. It is not as easy as that to forget the thing that happened to our love one because when we love someone and he left us, we will feel like our life also meaningless and died with him. Last but not least, please think twice before you do something out of your mind.
Last from me, bare in your mind that I always love you as my friend and I always pray for you. So, don't make me feel sad once again and don't make me feel disappointed. Last word, love you.
Yours sincerely,
Shafiza